Things of Life

     I've lived for a considerable time in a big city,  not too far from places where celebrities live, that I could spot on the beach a famous guy whom I saw in a movie, or I would suddenly be stopped when walking downtown because a street filming was in progress. Even though I am not particularly interested in celebrity lifestyle, certain things always pop out about what they do. Like the trendiest things that are on their lists, or the quality stuff they are surrounded with. And guess what, I appreciate this kind of things as well.      Lately, I heard more often about this concept-- farm to table --in reference to the consumption of food directly from a farm; it is often associated with celebrity lifestyle because obviously they want what's  the best in food as well. And it's true that farm food is best quality since is produced in small batches, fresher,  and often organic or biodynamic (other concepts that celebrities are fond of). In s...

     Perhaps I started this journey in kindergarten years. I had attractions for the opposite sex since I am able to recollect the slightest memory of my existence. I liked a boy in my kindergarten class, another boy from an advanced class, and another one across the street in my neighborhood. In about the same time. Somehow such attractions were triggered by something that I was more or less aware of-- physique, jokes, popularity...Their nature was quite volatile, as they changed intensities by week, or by month, and eventually to dissipate completely, just to be replaced by others, a bit more defined and stable, in time...      I do not know exactly why I felt from an early age that my life had to be intertwined with the life of one of the opposite sex. As if I was a vine that needed a pole to hang over and hold it tight with its tendrils. It was something so natural to me to envision this kind of connection, that it become kind of a goal, a dream to find...

When dark meets dawn,  And abandons his strength at her feet,  I am detaching from the subconscious realm, And ready for you I am. I run towards you with my hair uncombed, Eager to receive your clinging and wet embrace. Closest to a fish I get, While you lift me up to heavens.