Choices

I won't settle for less.

There is a tune in me

That tells me where to go

And how much to take;

I learned in time 

To distinguish the song

From background music;

Ignoring it would be

Self-inflicted damage.

So, listening to it I know

I won't settle for less.


I do not want moments or glimpses

In a field that's unattained,

I want a larger piece

To call it my life's island; 

I do not want a sparkly thing

That slips through my fingers,

I want my bouquet

To hold near heart

With both arms;

I do not feed on crumbles either

I want entire chunks

That fill me up

Till I reach satisfaction.


So, as I go, I won't settle for less--

Just for you to know...

Comments

  1. DavidJuly 4, 2024 at 7:29 AM

    Ultimul vers suna amenintator. De fapt, când vrei ceva mai mult, totul, poți fi privit ca o Amenințare pentru cei din jur.

    Dar cum ai zis la început, you know How much to Take.

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  2. cara forestieriJuly 4, 2024 at 10:08 AM

    Poate sa para o amenintare, dar nu este. Nu e genul meu sa amenint. Nu am scris decat despre propria filosofie de viata. In fond, fiecare trebuie sa stie ce il face fericit si e bine sa le faca cunoscut si la cei din jur.

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