As far as I know, I never ran over or hit an animal while driving. Not even a small rodent that jumps all of sudden from a roadside shrub. I was spared, I guess, because the road is full of such little animals killed by cars. In many cases, avoidance is impossible. Today I saw a dead squirrel in the middle of the road. Besides pity, what caught my attention was her white paw lifted up, as if in her last moment of life she waved at someone above... Moreover, it seemed like she was waving at everyone who was passing, so I stepped on the breaks and paused a bit (I could). Not sure why I am writing more often about death. Maybe because it's familiar and strangely warm: I've known it early, and lately people I know are dying or nearing death, so it's part of... life. I can wave them goodbye with serenity, so knowing I lack power to change... Sands are sinking and I am vulnerable...
E o stare. Dar mai intesa e ziua de dupa. Cu amintiri si nostalgii amestecate.
ReplyDeleteMi se pare ca traiesc Craciunul inainte de Craciun. Ca in ziua aia deja se termina. Posibil ca golul de dupa sa accentueze unele stari...
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